Worst Cases

Times like this, I like to write. I like to write when my mind is tangled up. Guess I'm the type of person who absorbs a lot from the environment, where I take in all types of input and then process it. Given the input, I'm triggered to recognise the input and then starting to predict the output. So, that's when worst cases pop up uncontrollably, end up, my mind tangled up.

People always say, be prepared for the worst cases or scenarios, so that when it comes, you wont break down, or at least not a total break down. I always like to feel prepared, to feel able to handle the situation, that's why I'm a bit far from being considered as an adhoc person.

I'm still fumbling in figuring out how exactly I'm able to deal with all these thoughts, where is the peace of mind so that I'll never troubled again. How I wish to be able to think more innocently, just don't think too far, too deep. And I really wish that you're not troubled with such thoughts.

It always feel better when I can write it down with my favourite music playing. I appreciate the understanding of that someone who always there for me and lending me his ears all these while.